i have taken off my rose colored glasses for dark shades

my life is not coming together as i had hoped

and it infuriates me

my life is a depression

i should be counting my blessings but instead i am counting my negatives

life is a broken record and i am really tired of going over this scratch

i just don’t know what to do 

i am not use to this feeling 

useless 

listless

just blah 

and alone